I tend to spend 99 percent of my time alone ...and at the age of 41 I find myself asking the question why? Every day on the News
there is another disgusting story of a "bad man does bad thing" That psycho from Wales most recently ... feels like everyone is scared or weary of each other for different reasons or has experienced betrayals or disappointments in their past which leads to a lack of trust towards each other ,genuine affection , love or just good old nookie !!! Which I miss so much ...
No I don't have a job,any money or a car and have no wish to bring new life into this ever cruel world ... Which shouldn't be any kind of factor on weather or not I experience happiness in the company of another !!!
Just saddens me and I don't go on dating sites , speed date or drink in pubs etc as they are dull as dishwater and have no friends ,female or male or inbetween lol !!!